I miss 2017, I don't miss 2017 That year was so significant in my life Around January 3rd, that's when I first found out about Columbine I spent the next 2 years dedicating my life to it It changed me The people I made friends with influenced me N, CR, JS, T, CM Where are you now? I hope things worked out for you guys I miss you 2017 is the year my mum found one of my suicide notes I wasn't even going to go through with it I'm too afraid of what comes after 2017 is the year I started seeing a psychiatrist That shit did not help me at all I'm sorry for lying to you Z Couldn't let you have me institutionalized 2017 is the year I thought I lost my mind Hearing voices and seeing a ghost Convincing myself I had powers Struggling with a disorder I didn't know I had 2017 is the year I hate to love