how old was i when you ruined my life did it even matter to you you put your hands on me as if my body belonged to you you violated me stole my fucking innocence and i hate you for it i hate you every second of every minute of every day i hope you can't sleep at night because you're haunted by how sick you are you're sick i wish i had spoken up sooner so that i could watch you get beat to a pulp you broke me and i can never be fixed what you did is unforgivable why do i blame myself